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going to NYC in the morning for new years. I'm so freaking excited. I always wanted to go. A nice little vacation away from work and school and having five billion people in my house for two weeks. Gah.. good times are ahead!! feel free to Call/Text me tomorrow.
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[20 Jun 2007|04:47pm] |
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i made it home. i've been working almost everyday since i've been back and i'm making quite a bit of money so i'm excited about that. got a new phone and phone number today. 703.638.2219 probably will take a while for me to remember. i've had the same number for forever it seems. just cuz i'm on the east coast doesn't mean that people cant't call me :) i have verizon if anybody wanted to know. and i have free unlimited texting to anyone. haha. so don't hesitate. haha.
going up to PA this weekend to see everyone. it's been a while. 6 months. and there is a sweet show for free. dizmas and safari so good. both of which i have friends in. so that should be fun. something to mix up my monotonous life of running and working....
.... peace out A-town
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[03 Jun 2007|10:53am] |
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i freaking love being single. why didn't i do this earlier in the year. i'm seriously having the most fun in college in the last two weeks than i've had all year. Hopefully that trend continues on the east coast. i leave in 11 days. so i guess if anybody wants to see me they've kinda missed their chance. haha i'm so ready for a change :)
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[29 May 2007|06:19pm] |
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how do you make what looks, sounds and feels like a date not a date? i'm pretty sure dinner and a movie is your standard date.. maybe i should invite some other people. ha. mm...i really shouldn't be complaining that i'm having this problem. i just really don't want to start anything with anyone right before i leave. but who knows.. maybe it'll be fun.
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[19 May 2007|06:07pm] |
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just found out that one of my friends from my old high school died in a car crash this week :( kinda makes you realize how quickly your life can be over. how everything you worked so hard to achieve and the goals you have could mean nothing as you move on into eternity. [emo-ness ensues]
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[10 May 2007|04:57pm] |
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i am beyond stressed at this point. today has just not been my day. hopefully the weekend will be good. David is supposed to come up to visit. :)
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[25 Apr 2007|08:01am] |
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY ASHLEY!!!! i figured this is the only way i can tell you. I don't want to call you and have you catch on fire or get smoked or something. sounds dangerous. but... happy birthday anyways. I actually know when it is unlike my mother. hope you have an awesome birthday!!
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| it too shall pass... |
[09 Apr 2007|10:30pm] |
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i feel like a new person. It's only been a couple weeks. I'm glad I am who I am. I'm glad I'm independent. I'm glad I know who I am and that I have goals. I'm glad I have people to lean on. I'm glad I have a God to lean on. I'm glad I have been reborn. :)
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[28 Mar 2007|08:36pm] |
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life is interesting.. that's for sure.. it can all change so fast. it's kinda crazy when you find someone that you have so much in common with and at the same time are so different. Love is supposed to transcend those boundaries. But distance does not. It's a weird feeling knowing that you've met someone you can spend your life with yet only 10 years too early. Todays' day and age and completly different than that of our parents. We are so focused on our careers and our lives and not with relationships and families. It's progress in the right direction. Especially in our fast paced society where women don't have to be on their knees sucking dick and making sandwhiches. Ha. anyways...basically my life is a lot different now yet still the same. I'm still in love. I just can't be with the one that i want to be with. and it sucks. but that is life
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[11 Mar 2007|05:43pm] |
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i haven't been this tired in a long time. as soon as i stop thinking about something i start to fall asleep. sitting up. haha. it's kinda ridiculous. it's a good thing i don't have anything to do tonight. woke up at 5am to go to seattle. Ran the st. patty's day race there. it was pretty sweet. only a 5.5K along the alaska way viaduct. it rained the whole morning but it wasn't very cold. the rainy mist felt pretty good by the end. today i ran with 15,000 of my favorite best friends. we all got along quite nicely. especially as carlye got ran over by a stroller and this little kid honking a horn sooooo loud. karma sucks cuz then that stoller ran into the wall. but the race over all was sweet. got some free food afterwards to stash in my dorm. just got back up to school. ahhhh.. sleep here i come. but.. there is definitly a CSI marathon in Spike tonight. so we'll see how much sleeping gets done.
ps. it's been six months! kinda crazy
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[14 Feb 2007|05:39pm] |
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oh livejournal... it has been a while. apparently almost two months. how sad. I guess nothing worth writing in livejournal happens anymore. haha. Valentine's Day today! that's exciting.. i'm going out to dinner with some girls to quiznos.. yes.. we love spending money. But speaking of spending money. Ikea will get some of my business this weekend. I'm pretty excited about that. Yea nothing is really going on. Still in love with my bffl. haha Still addicited to nintendo DS. and still doing homework all the time. peace out livejournal.. i don't know when i will visit you again
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[20 Dec 2006|08:33pm] |
Thank God for that 4.0.. i'm impressed.. not a bad way to start off the first quarter of college..
ps.. david and john are on their way here :)
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[09 Dec 2006|10:04pm] |
so this quarter has gone by pretty fast. i can't believe that this time next week i'll be sitting in my house with my dog. chillin' with my family that i haven't seen in 3 months. that's rediculous. i can't wait to go home. this week is going to be pretty sweet. as well as the next four weeks. ah i can't wait. i only have one real final. and that is on friday morning. I have a portfolio due on monday and i'm almost done with that. only two pages left to write. of like 30.. sweet. then psych chapter test, then paul comes to visit, then it's my birthday and a certain dr. appointment that i am avoiding. hmm.. but after that then it's friday and that's when i leave to go HOME. i'm excited. my cousins are coming to visit me on my birthday as well as my grandma. i love family. ...
school has been good. it's pretty really easy. next quarter should be a little more challenging but i'm not too worried about it..
christmas is almost here. i love the christmas music and tv shows and movies. like the grinch is on right now. yey for the grinch. i have a lot to do this week. to get ready to leave and i'm super stressed out.. but after this portfolio is done i'm pretty much done for the quarter. so i know my stress will be over realtivly soon.
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[12 Oct 2006|10:40pm] |
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yea livejournal. my long lost friend. ha. i feel like i've avoided this b/c of events in the past. but now that i've realized that my life is completely different now. and it doens't matter who other people are now b/c quite frankly i could care less. i think livejournal is synonomous with being philosphical or something to that effect. i've even restorted to writing in this b/c i can't stand writing this essay. haha but i am writing it about lost so that makes up for the fact that it is probably the most confusing thing i've ever had to write.
i'm really surprised that school is not as hard as i thought it was going to be. my classes are super easy but i've realized that i've already started to slack off and it's only the 3rdish week of school. it's a good thing i don't really have any huge plans today b/c i think most of today will be spent writing and studying. i need someone to come visit me at college ;) it would be greatly appreiciated. i think i need to stay at college at least one weekend this quarter. haha. i think right now we are planning to stay for 5..of like 12 weekends. that's a pretty good ratio. eh.. at least it is something to do. and it makes me do all my work during the week so i don't have to do it on the weekend.
i just realized that i'm over the plague. i haven't sneezed in like 2 hours. haha this is amazing. i knew i would feel better before the weekend.
OOO. i may see brett dahlberg next weekend. i'm pretty pumped about that.. PARTY with brett!
i'm playing vball here. well intramural vball. we are going to own. the rules said that you can only have one person on the team that has ever played club vball. so that would be me. i'm excited to finally do something. though lately my knee has been killing me. so i don't want it to explode. haha
Dane Cook Rocks my shoes....FUCK shoes!! my new loves are dane cook, exploding, and cup-a-noodle. the end.
ps. today i almost got owned by a bus. hahaha. i stepped out right in front of it. it was hillarious
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[23 Sep 2006|07:56am] |
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so i flew in yesterday. after delays i think from the time i got to the airport to the time i left seatac it was 10 hours. what fun. then i definlty went to bed at 1am. which is really 4 am for me. so i'm pretty freaking tired. and only God knows why i'm up at 8am. i can't sleep. all i know is i was definitly awake for 23 hours yesterday. on only 4 hours of sleep. and i was actually having conversations it's so crazy what time zones can do to you. i'm sure i'll fall asleep sometime today. but right now i'm pretty awake and it doesn't look like i'll be falling asleep anytime soon. we are going up to whidby island today to get the rest of my college stuff then over to bellingham on sunday. i can't believe it is here already. where did the summer go? o i dyed my hair. it's not blonde. it's pretty dark. hmm. i like it. it's just so different to look in the mirror and not see the same color that i've seen for 18 years of my life. but i like change. which is good b/c i have a feeling there is going to be a lot of change in the next coming weeks.
ps.. trista i want some pie. i want some pie real bad. haha you have no idea how confused i am right now b/c of this pie. we need to talk :)
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[27 Aug 2006|09:45pm] |
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i'm in TN now. hanging out at my cousins college for the weekend. belmont university. it's right across the street from vanderbilt so that's pretty cool. they both have really pretty campuses. though it's weird being on a campus and i haven't even started school yet. i'm excited to start school and be on my own. i'm just not excited about starting school again. i'm pretty happy with my life now though. i talk to my best friend david from PA all the time again. we used to talk all the time even when i lived in WA but it just kinda started to stop. but now we talk all the time. it's werid that you can stay best friends with someone after being gone for 2 years. and then still stay best friends with them even when you live no where near them. it makes me wonder why long distance relationships don't work. like it's different than just being best friends with someone but still. in my case i guess this one long distance relationship has lasted. even though i didn't expect anything to happen. it just kinda did. and now i'm excited that i'm moving on in my life. and i'm coming back to WA. not too much longer. but there is still plenty of summer left for me. there is definilty a lot of sun that i haven't taken advantage of b/c it is so hot and humid here. i'll have to work on that when i actually get back to my house. which at this rate will be a long time. ps. i flew to TN. and it was the first time i had flown by myself. and the first time that i have flown since probably 6th grade. it was a little scary. but it was still fun. and the flight wasn't that long. i think i leave here on thursday. not sure though. i guess i should figure that out before thursday comes. hmm. well i'm out. hope everyone is enjoying their first week of college. i guess most people are at the zoo!
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[16 Aug 2006|04:06pm] |
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so i figured i haven't written in here in a while so why not update it now that i'm sitting around doing nothing. i've been in PA since thursday. it's been pretty awesome. have seen a lot of my old friends. it's pretty sweet to see what everyone is doing with their lives. and it made me realize how much i have changed in this past two years. i mean two years isn't that long but i feel so old now. i'm still best friends with my best friend from PA and it is crazy how it is like i never left. everyother time i've moved it's never been like this. but it's fun. i went camping from sunday until today at david's grandpa's farm in the middle of nowhere. it was a lot of fun to just get out in the country away from everything. we got back today around 1 and now i'm just sitting around doing laundry and crap b/c david is at the doctors. hmm.. it's a long story. and it probably shouldn't be told on the internet. lol. in other news. i'm excited for college. really excited. like everyone here is leaving for school this week and i'm not leaving until the end of september. that's so crazy. hopefullly i'll find something to do for that month. i guess i won't be in PA very often after this week. i feel like i'm at one of most lax periods of my life right now. like a month before college. no responsibilty not really in a relationship with anyone. kinda. like i'm myself. and it's fun even though there is nothing to do in VA. i feel like i'm changing though. i like who i am now. i like not being attached to someone at the hip. i like just being me. i guess that's all that's going on here. i'm out
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[18 Jul 2006|06:43pm] |
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so i spent the whole day in PA with my friends. my dad had a meeting up there so i had to get up at the ungodly hour of 530. i think i got 4 hours of sleep. got there by 8 and then hung out with one of my best friends david. went and saw my old ex-boyfriend from PA. that wasn't akward. one of my other friends john is coming down to see me on saturday and so is david. but i think david is staying for a while and john is leaving. it'll make my summer go by a lot better knowing that i will actually have people to hang out with. despite the small fact that i can't move. so hanging out with me isn't very much fun. but that was my eventful day. i think i'm doing to go to bed early tonight. i didn't get much sleep. and i couldn't sleep in the car b/c i forgot a pillow.
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[14 Jul 2006|11:54am] |
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ahh. i just wrote this huge entry and it just got deleted. o well.. i'll just have to write it all again. i'll make it shorter though.
left nebrasa. went to south dakota. rode four wheelers. flipped the four wheeler on me. got a 3rd degree ankle sprain. can't walk. sat in a car for 3 days in pain. got to pennsylvania. visited my best friend there. left yesterday and arrived at my house in VA. it's alright. the downstairs is pretty ssweet and open but the upstairs is really small. but there is a basement. the only problem is that i cna't get around the house because i can't walk and i have huge blisters on my hands from crutches. the area is crazy. there a tons of cars and people. but apparently there is a huge mall near by. so when and if i can walk again i'll be going there. i can't be treated here for my ankle becase i'm not a resident but i think that my mom was saying this morning that they were going to change my residency for the summer so that i can walk again and then change it back to WA so that i'll get in-state tuition. i just think that i should go back to WA and get treated. haha i don't think that is going to happen. right now. i'm just sitting around. this house is full of boxes. kinda like when we left WA. i'm going to get a new camera soon. so i'll take pictures here and put them online somewhere. i think that is all. i still have the same phone number so anyone can call me anytime.. well maybe not anytime b/c i'm pretty sure i'm already over in my minutes. and i'll be online a lot too.
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[07 Jul 2006|09:47am] |
so i'm in nebraska. we are actually getting ready to leave for south dakota but i'm feeling a little homesick. and i'm not which home i'm sick for. I want to be back in WA enjoying the summer with people and at the same time i just want to be in a home to call my own. Which incidentally is not in the same place. So for 79 more days i have to live on the east coast. but next week we are going to cedar point so that should be very fun and exciting. I think it will be the highlight of this trip. Something about spending the fourth of july in a retirement home is not that appealing. But you do what you gotta do. We should be in VA by this time next week. I just wanna be home.
ps. Pirates of the Caribbean is SOOOO GOOD. i loved it
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